While I think
Orfelius is a little too harsh, I basically agree with him.
QrowI don't know anything about your circumstances, but you have a marked pattern of organising things and then not following up on them. Perhaps you should try and partake in a tournament rather than orgnanise it yourself? Because atm, I don't trust you when you say you're going to do something and I won't be signing up for anything that relies on you being there on time. I prioritised this tournament over going out and now I didn't do either.
I know your intentions are good, but you need to acknowledge the level of variance you're dealing with. If you can sign up to tournaments and then partake in them on time I would consider that proof of your development in this sense. You need to demonstrate some time management skills before I trust your good intentions again.