Hi ZK Community,
I would like to extend a sincere apology to those that have been affected by my recent poor behavior, both during games with me online or in the Community Discord server/Fightorder.
Recently, my life has been in a not so great place. Without going into too many specifics, my job now requires an absurd amount of commuting to the point where I am getting 5 hours of sleep a day, and I have also had some issues in my personal life unrelated to Zero-K. I also lately started going out and drinking daily figuring it would somehow cure my issues. I believe that because of these things, my general attitude towards both community members and people here who I would consider my friends has generally taken a turn for the worse, and in some cases crossed into actual CoC violations, in part because I am unjustly lashing out against them because of my own inability to cope with what is going on in my life.
In short, I have:
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Made malicious forum posts for no good reason at all
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Thrown games under a thinly veiled disguise of it being because of nerfs
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Blatantly attacked devs and admins for supposedly not doing their job when they are in fact, doing their best to do a job no one pays them to do
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and probably more, you name it at this point
Needless to say, the community nor anyone else does not deserve these things that are being done to them.
I do not expect anyone who reads this post to believe me until I actually improve things going on in my life, but I am working on getting my life together again.
I am sincerely sorry for all the harm and trouble I have caused all of you. I realize that as someone who is a community member and who tries to help out by hosting events that you all most definitely expect better of me.
Qrow
