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i just made a phone-energy plan-marketer from india hang up.. told him id answer a question if he answered one.. then mentioned the struggles in india (where he was from) and how hard it was economically since allot of people lost there jobs.. i kept talking about how i was thinking i could do more and he said have a nice day and hung up.. but then i got thinking
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i just made a phone-energy plan-marketer from india hang up.. told him id answer a question if he answered one.. then mentioned the struggles in india (where he was from) and how hard it was economically since allot of people lost there jobs.. i kept talking about how i was thinking i could do more and he said have a nice day and hung up.. but then i got thinking
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maybe he didnt like me.. maybe he felt shame.. or maybe it was appreciation.. empathy? .. allotted scamming time? maybe he simply found it too hard to scam me.
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maybe he didnt like me.. maybe he felt shame.. or maybe it was appreciation.. empathy? .. allotted scamming time? maybe he simply found it too hard to scam me.
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idk.. but i wonder looking at the world if money is really the perfect system.. and what drives people to kill for money or prostitute.. when a bowl of rice costs very little
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idk.. but i wonder looking at the world if money is really the perfect system.. and what drives people to kill for money or prostitute.. when a bowl of rice costs very little
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then i remember that life is grim and full of pain.. and people get wrecked like ships lost without lighthouses
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then i remember that life is grim and full of pain.. and people get wrecked like ships lost without lighthouses
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all the rotten things in us.. humans are hell
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all the rotten things in us.. humans are hell
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and our willful chaos is self for-filling and desire driven
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and our willful chaos is self for-filling and desire driven
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every
time
desire
and
suffering
are
mentioned
mentioned
its
judgement
so
i
guess
i
could
stand
to
care
less
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every
time
desire
and
suffering
are
mentioned
its
judgement
so
i
guess
i
could
stand
to
care
less
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but i don't think i can ever not care at all
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but i don't think i can ever not care at all
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i see what looks to me like evil.. in the form of desires like greed among many
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i see what looks to me like evil.. in the form of desires like greed among many
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i think evil is suffering ~ good is when no suffering is wanted
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i think evil is suffering ~ good is when no suffering is wanted
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and im not just angry any more im shocked and sad to see whats become of everything..
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and im not just angry any more im shocked and sad to see whats become of everything..
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when the only hope for our crazy modern world seems to be giving up all hope of people rejecting desire
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when the only hope for our crazy modern world seems to be giving up all hope of people rejecting desire
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so that i dont have to even think anymore because its so pointless.. not enough people are going to save the earth
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so that i dont have to even think anymore because its so pointless.. not enough people are going to save the earth
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or them selves
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or them selves
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or there hearts
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or there hearts
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i shouldn't vent my emotions here.. ill go for a walk .. and learn to see that im just the same and im full of emptiness that is not 'need'
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i shouldn't vent my emotions here.. ill go for a walk .. and learn to see that im just the same and im full of emptiness that is not 'need'
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