1 |
im going to give it up now.. forever and start a new life without smoke.. as i walk and look at the stars
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1 |
im going to give it up now.. forever and start a new life without smoke.. as i walk and look at the stars
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2 |
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2 |
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3 |
10
meter
walk
to
my
house
but
im
feeling
elated
at
my
new
desire
to
care
more
about
myself.
.
i
came
to
this
town
to
get
away
from
drugs
and
when
i
first
came
here
it
was
like
seeing
my
heart.
.
it
was
impossible
to
find
weed
anywhere
and
it
was
hard
because
i
have
never
rely
let
it
go.
.
but
now
just
before
my
door
stand
two
shadowy
figures.
.
they
are
met
with
feelings
of
foreboding
regret
a
mindless
greed
and
a
knowing
of
whats
to
come.
.
they
offer
weed
and
i
say
yes.
.
a
deep
sinking
feeling.
.
of
the
joy
in
me
iv
replaced
and
the
endless
cycle.
.
i
feel
sick.
.
.
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3 |
10
meter
walk
to
my
house
but
im
feeling
elated
at
my
new
desire
to
care
more
about
myself.
.
i
came
to
this
town
to
get
away
from
drugs
and
when
i
first
came
here
it
was
like
seeing
my
heart.
.
it
was
impossible
to
find
weed
anywhere
and
it
was
hard
because
i
have
never
realy
let
it
go.
.
but
now
just
before
my
door
stand
two
shadowy
figures.
.
they
are
met
with
feelings
of
foreboding
regret
a
mindless
greed
and
a
knowing
of
whats
to
come.
.
they
offer
weed
and
i
say
yes.
.
a
deep
sinking
feeling.
.
of
the
joy
in
me
iv
replaced
and
the
endless
cycle.
.
i
feel
sick.
.
.
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4 |
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4 |
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5 |
so i buy it but wrap it up and hide it swearing to end my disease
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5 |
so i buy it but wrap it up and hide it swearing to end my disease
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6 |
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6 |
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7 |
the hunger of it.. the pain.. the want.. is just my will.. will i never let it go..
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7 |
the hunger of it.. the pain.. the want.. is just my will.. will i never let it go..
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8 |
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8 |
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9 |
some would love this stuff forever.. but i am cursed by its emptiness.. i fear the smoke..
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9 |
some would love this stuff forever.. but i am cursed by its emptiness.. i fear the smoke..
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10 |
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10 |
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11 |
i guess i need to vent these emotions.. idk why but i feel like im wasted potential of something.. not wealth.. not sure what.. just not this
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11 |
i guess i need to vent these emotions.. idk why but i feel like im wasted potential of something.. not wealth.. not sure what.. just not this
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