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"Im not trying to be rude or arrogant" well i regard myself as all dark things despite my best efforts.. i have pride fear anger ect.. i try to combat those things.. but from time to time they may occur in me even unseen no matter how hard im trying not to be.. because im emotionally corruptible and even though my story began just like yours.. along the way as i grew.. i grew blind to what i am..
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"Im not trying to be rude or arrogant" well i regard myself as all dark things despite my best efforts.. i have pride fear anger ect.. i try to combat those things.. but from time to time they may occur in me even unseen no matter how hard im trying not to be.. because im emotionally corruptible and even though my story began just like yours.. along the way as i grew.. i grew blind to what i am..
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its ok to be hurt and to desire vengeance so long as the wave breaks and you recover your ability to forgive and forget
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its ok to be hurt and to desire vengeance so long as the wave breaks and you recover your ability to forgive and forget
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perhaps even when you let go of any hate you may still find others remain unreasonable.. some times all you can do is accept the world may never be ready for peace.. but if you follow the path of war you tend to find war
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perhaps even when you let go of any hate you may still find others remain unreasonable.. some times all you can do is accept the world may never be ready for peace.. but if you follow the path of war you tend to find war
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"but is that irony?"
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"but is that irony?"
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im
sorry
but
i
cant
be
sure
i
correctly
understand
the
context?
i?
said
something
ironic?
im
bating
you
aswell?
perhaps
your
right.
maybe
you
could
explain
it
so
i
can
understand?
even
unintentional
but
still
a
part
of
me
thats
insensitive
or
moves
unseen
due
to
my
pride.
.
im
sorry
if
i
harbour
abrasive
aspects.
you
deserve
to
feel
cared
about.
but
it
was
not
a
mindful
act.
i
dont
want
to
hurt
people
deliberately.
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im
sorry
but
i
cant
be
sure
i
correctly
understand
the
context?
i
said
something
ironic
because
im
bating
you
aswell?
perhaps
your
right.
maybe
you
could
explain
it
so
i
can
understand?
even
unintentional
but
still
a
part
of
me
thats
insensitive
or
moves
unseen
due
to
my
pride.
.
im
sorry
if
i
harbour
abrasive
aspects.
you
deserve
to
feel
cared
about.
but
it
was
not
a
mindful
act.
i
dont
want
to
hurt
people
deliberately.
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that being said i am ashamed at the way i have bullied some players when i called them noobs.. i realise that i have behaved badly many times.. upsetting people without caring how they feel.. sometimes even in ways that i felt when i was called a noob.. a strange kind of echo in it all.. something reflective about it all.. bouncing back and forth between people.. i just hope i can be a nicer person in time.
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that being said i am ashamed at the way i have bullied some players when i called them noobs.. i realise that i have behaved badly many times.. upsetting people without caring how they feel.. sometimes even in ways that i felt when i was called a noob.. a strange kind of echo in it all.. something reflective about it all.. bouncing back and forth between people.. i just hope i can be a nicer person in time.
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its a team game