i don't even

Can you elaborate?

Not sure how to describe it. Kind of helplessly watched the slow-motion trainwreck unfold. I was southwest and was busy most of the game trying to shield south's army and assist with silo. Opposing army evolved into palas with scattered hermits and low tier units so not particularly susceptible to stun. It's kind of an annoying random guessing game whether they hit or miss.

The back and forth was pulled by players that overextended or attacked when they shouldn't. I tried to nag my teammates to stay back and not let commanders and crabs get snatched by enemy juggles or later paladins diving head first into the unknown...to no avail. The enemy successful counter-attacks were rewarded with getting nuked twice, I think.

After losing our zenith, our north-west had the nearby hill with berthas covered by 3 or 4 funnels, could have done another super there, but no.

We got 2 chances to push south after our superweapon got killed, just enough to set up a silo twice in range of the zenith, but we failed to kill it.

Superweapons and nuke "weighed" more on the outcome than i'd like.

Armies getting nuked or not may be kind of random as players have imperfect knowledge of enemy antinuke coverage. Zenith killing or being killed as they trade barrages of meteors is also kind of random. Their terraform wall was better than our defense, but raising it requires not having stuff built in front of it.

I had the 2 funnels north, after zenith died I just poured all my money into a hail marry attack with odins. One of them managed to drop its attack on the enemy zenith but since last tweak it doesnt deal quite enough to kill it.