Ask me about the deep hidden context of my weirdest comments.

"Ask me about the deep hidden context of my weirdest comments."

Please tell me about the deep hidden context of your weirdest comments... =D

also dont worry people dont go around thinking about it.. there minds are not revolving on you.. there here to play games.. but if you do feel the need to speak your mind thats ok too.. just remember its mostly for you in this case and probably not for others unless you offended them.. but if your really haunted by the past and are convinced you said strange things that people may hold over you then if you feel its needed ask an admin to help you change your name in a private message.

btw you did not seem that wierd.. really i have met some dangerous strange people.. people who take eggs for a walk.. or have like a room full of dolls that look like them with there own human hair.. so..

and even they seemed ok for a brief chat =D lol

you dont come across as crazy.. but this is a place to play games so thats the path of least resistance

i have a nagging feeling i shouldnt get that involved with this.. but..

you could try to shift your focus away from negatives and towards possitives such as a stable activity like playing a video game. as a kind of like meditation.

its almost as if you want people to talk about this stuff.. but im not sure people are here for that.

quote: ... I guess the community is divided then: Some people count me crazy, others find me insightful.

I guess the second group consists of psychologists.

quote: I guess the community is divided then: Some people count me crazy, others find me insightful.

There is a third "group", under the assumption that at least someone here shares my view: I think you are neither of these, I think you are someone trying to be funny and get attention. If this is the case, try another strategy, because you seemingly ended up annoying many people here.
It does not really help that you (again, seemingly) mostly treat communication as a one-way road. Neither that you are so rarely logged in and taking part of the game itself, because that gives of the impression of an "outsider" that is just here to thread-spam the forum.

I do not know you as a person, so I do not know if you do all of this intentionally or if you do not understand how your internet persona appears to other people. You might be a nice and funny person IRL, again, I don't know.

Thats probably (and hopefully) the last time I feel the need to care for you in one way or another. I will still cling to my motto of "when in doubt, don't assume malicious intend, but misunderstanding." Please don't make me regret taking this stance.

Cliver5 stop harassing other users. This is an instruction from a moderator.

forgive me if im wrong regarding the forgiving of forgiveness but i dont think anyone is not forgiving you for forgiving..

iv never heard of somone being banned for being forgiving

this part here:

Stuart98's senseless downvotes. Without his downvotes, I'd feel at peace. So, I wrongfully casted shade on all strong players for Stuart's repeated, hidden sin.

ill help you understand some english words that may be possibly interpreted as hostile even if you do not intend to allay malice:

senseless (cant be understood ~ undermining)
Without his (blame)
I'd feel at peace (emotional blame)
strong players (private club compliment) .. it needs to be clear your also calling stuart a strong player
"for" (a linking word but in this context it conveys blame by linking your "wrongdooing" to stuarts actions)
repeated (acusitory ~ victim despite tollerance)
hidden (acusitory ~ deceitful)
sin (act of evil ~ this varies allot.. but.. elevatated authority (GOD) ~ immorral to question (innate wisdom))

and here are the words in order that cannot cause problems on there own:

Stuart98's downvotes. downvotes, So, I wrongfully casted shade on all Stuart's

its interesting that wrongfully is not concidered hostile despite the words nature since its judgment directed towards yourself

if you take the letters from the words that are not hostile and divide them from the total number of letters as a %:

174 / 103​ × 100 = 59.2%

we can see that your post was posibly 59.2% hostile perhaps by accidental misuse of the english language and Aquanim then warned you to let go and move forward.