You said it yourself ingame, outmexed, the mid position didnt realy do much for you either while you took out 1-2 spots the enemy took rest of the map.
Early recluse like that while it seems like a good idea with terrain is somewhat not so great if those were redbacks instead you couldve probably do alot of raiding / pressure with raiding to ease up the northern right frontline,the enemy was "free" all game to do what they want, your teammate rushed minos and emi vs mass raider so thats obv unfortunate, you told them to build ogre but they didnt so you did what you could right there, maybe couldve added an explanation. Specific: at around the 10 minute mark you couldve pushed better protection of recluse with redback and run around the main battle push and raid with fleas that couldve done alot of dmg and potentially hold you in the game.