Another reason why I'll stay bad (average at best)

I think the other reason why I'll stay bad is kind of annoying.
The problem is, I have learned many good strategies that could have won me a lot of easy wins. I understand rovers at great depth, I learned to use tanks very efficiently. I have very good space awareness, good micro, and I'm good at controlling multiple units at once. I'm good at making ambushes and at startling the enemy.
The problem is, I never hide any of my knowledge. I shared several very good strategies that could have landed me at best spots: About rovers, about tanks, about fencers, about darts (markers). Because of this, I will always be average at best. And that's okay.

I might not win glory, but I think that everyone who walks my path should be given honor.

This is bad excuse making; players far better than you talk about their strategies all the time and basically all matches can be viewed at any time by anyone. The problem isn't that you've taught people too much but that you have much more still to learn than you realize.

Zero-K is one of the most complicated RTS i know.

So many strategies, we have not even explored them all.

knowing and practicing are two different things, as said high level ppl tell about their strats and such, but that's not enough to make a good player. You're still a young player, and imo you overthink things, you have just to practice more to be gud (being top player after a server reset doesn't count lel).